Can he say anything wrong? Seriously?

Okay here are some things that we've covered tonight:

Chase:

-likes my mom, and is completely respectful of her concerns about his age.
-wants to approach our relationship on Christian terms.
-respects and approves of my sexual boundaries.
-gets along very well with my brother and sister.
-wants to talk about phone calls and visiting and WORKING ON KEEPING A RELATIONSHIP GOING.
-isn't afraid of the prospect of failure, and is realistic about the challenges our respective ages and the distance presents.
-gets me tingly when he kisses me. TMI, maybe, but it's important.

I. Am. So. Psyched.

But I am totally bumming about leaving. I won't see him for at least three months, if I come home for Thanksgiving.

Well, I guess it's time to leave it in God's hands.

Ah! God, please take care of me! I know You will but this is all new and weird!

(Can you tell I'm going nuts?)

Love,

Alyssa