Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Yeah, basically.

"Today's liberalism may stand on decades of failed ideas, but it is failure in the name of American redemption. It remains competitive with -- even ascendant over -- conservatism because it addresses America's moral accountability to its past with moral activism. This is the left's great power, and a good part of the reason Barack Obama is now the president of the United States. No matter his failures -- or the fruitlessness of his extravagant and scatter-gun governmental activism -- he redeems America of an ugly past."


In other news, I updated my art blog with some colored digital sketches! Woot woot!

It's been a good past couple days--I spent almost 48 straight hours with John, because the water was turned off in my apartment and I like being able to use the bathroom/shower when I want to without walking a block. It's been nice. :) His room actually has light come through his unblocked window. I missed sunlight--although today has been RAINY. Blech.

Hope you're all having a good week so far!

-A.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Why I Love Brian, Part Twenty-Five

Brian

i needed to put my knife in that shit

break the spell

1:48pmAlyssa

"i needed to put my knife in that shit"

??

1:49pmBrian

hahaha

it was a metaphor

a weird metaphor

1:49pmAlyssa

based on what, exactly?

1:49pmBrian

i have no idea

i just meant that by telling her, i'd be stabbing her power over me

1:49pmAlyssa

lol

oooooh

1:49pmBrian

like when jack sparrow had to stab the heart

1:49pmAlyssa

i see :P

1:49pmBrian

in pirates

1:49pmAlyssa

oh my god

1:49pmBrian

and it broke the spell

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

300! (And 'Why I Love Brian', part 24)




After two years, this isn't exactly a huge achievement, but it's nice that I've actually written about my life and things I care about here with some level of maturity, rather that what I did at my old livejournal, which consisted of whining and Quizilla. :P

My day got better--I watched LOST with Colin, Katie, Robin and Leah (who Robin's been chatting up for a few weeks...hey-oh!). They're so fun to hang out with. :D

I'm at the desk now, waiting for my shift to be DONE so I can go sleep before waking up to slap together a three-page draft for the class I am missing tomorrow night in order to attend John's opening night! Woo! John dropped by my shift after his rehearsal to assure me of how great the play will be (as if I had any doubts!).

In other news, BLAH SO MUCH WORK TO CATCH UP ON. WE GRADUATE IN 7.5 WEEKS!

Love you all...stay unstressed!

-A.

P.S. Why I love Brian--from over Spring Break:

Me: I saw Annie's boyfriend on Alex Mack--he's the reason I like the dark hair/light eyes combination.

Brian: Funny you should say that--Alex Mack was the reason I became attracted to girls who turn into goo.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The Mean Reds.

What a frustrating day.

John and I went to the dentist's office and waited for an hour and a half before they could even SEE me, then were informed that my insurance barely covered half of the procedure, and had to be paid (all $568 of it) up front. >:( None of this was told to me until they were about to prep me for surgery. I had been there for TWO HOURS. Very frustrating and flustering. I made a new appointment, and my parents and I are going to sort out the cost until then.

I was pretty upset--probably more than necessary, but it all just seems to arrive at once. It already feels like a debt I owe, even if I haven't gotten the procedure yet (not that I have another choice)! It's just always got to be difficult. (And I felt terrible for wasting John's valuable time--especially during Midsummer's opening week.)

The worst part was how awful the receptionist-lady was about it. At four o'clock (we arrives at 1:45), my consult was over and we were about to operate. They typically close at 4:30, and I heard the lady being all pissy to the surgeon, who reassured her that it would take less than an hour. She came in and asked me all of the same questions the surgeon had, no doubt with the hope that I'd have eaten something so we'd have to reschedule the surgery. But I hadn't. Lucky for her undoubtedly busy schedule (/sarcasm), I am poor.

At least I get to work my grave shift tonight--no need to miss earning money. And I have Alice in Wonderland--the awesome TV version (purchased in Fells Point this weekend)! It is also John's final dress rehearsal tonight before the show tomorrow! :D I'm so excited to see it!

In other news, Obama signed the Health Care Reform bill that has been shoved through in the past few weeks. Sigh. I've gotten into plenty of online debates about it with my friends, but I just don't have the strength today. It's already been draining enough.

Hope you're all well!

-A.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Back to School again.

Feeling the heat now... :/

Before May 1st, I need to:

-Scan and color 28 pages of comic. (Wooo.)
-Order them to be bound and printed. (Not to mention earn the money to do so.)
-Do the rest of my assignments to satisfaction. (The true challenge.)
-Not have a panic attack. (Uhg.)

Wish me luck.

In other news, my last few days of Spring Break were really pleasant! John returned safe and sound, and I got to hang out with Colin and Katie a bit. :) Not to mention the GORGEOUS sunshine, which always brings my mood up (I'm looking forward to more, because sunshine also makes me feel more productive).

For a special treat, my old friend Nice!Joey (from my days at SACI--a year ago!!!) came to Baltimore with his roommate (whose girlfriend lives here) and we got to hang out and catch up for a couple hours! Yay for study abroad friends!

Today was largely uneventful as I had a grave shift last night and didn't shower until 2pm. (I'm lame.) HOWEVER, tomorrow I have my big scary ORAL SURGERY! (To be fair, it's only one tooth, and I'll probably only be given local anaesthetic, meaning I'll be awake--which I prefer!) I'm a liiiittle nervous, but John will be there to be all supportive. :)

I hope you all had a good weekend!

-A.

Friday, March 19, 2010

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

JOHN'S COMING HOME TODAY! YAY! :D

(Dear Lord, please let his and Tiffany's trip be safe and enjoyable!)

-A.

ETA: Okay, NOT Tiffany's, as she's still in England. :)

Made a surprise for John this morning. Trying to decide if I should pause in the midst of production, as it were to wait for him, should he want to be here to finish it...

MYSTERYYYY.

Love!
A.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Feeling much better. :) And, Why I Love Brian, Part 23

I was right on the PMS front--it just magnified the fears/stresses/emotions, just way more severely than I was used to. I motivated and had a morning walk in the sunshine and immediately felt much better. :)

Lauren and I also had a nice long phone conversation and got to catch up, which is always great :D I love laughing with Lauren.

I grabbed coffee with Mike Waz as well and heard about his wedding plans thus far, which makes me even more excited for when I get to make mine. :P

Just wanted to update that I'm mostly back to normal before my Skype date with John! :D Yay!

Love you all,

A.

P.S. And to lighten the mood further:

Brian: If Katy Perry doesn't jump out of my cake tomorrow, I'm gonna be seriously miffed.

>:(

I hate feeling scared. More than scared. Sad and terrified.

I don't even know where it came from! It's incredibly frustrating and distracting, and I guess I need to try a bunch of things to shake it off. I wish John were here.

Maybe I'm just PMSy and emotional. This is just a lot worse than the usual. :/ I'm going to get dressed and take a walk, then get to drawing. At least the weather is nicer.

Maybe I just hate being alone in the house. Okay, dressing, walking, and drawing. And watching something good. Urg. Hopefully Lauren will call--I texted and asked her to when she wakes up. She told me last night that she has a fever of 102. :( She'd better be seeing the doctor today.

Thank God I get to talk to John tonight.

Love,
A.

Some news. :)

I miss John. :(

But today was good--I had lunch AND dinner with my dad and filled him in (sort of) about things going on in my life. I also got to hang out with Brian, who did not, unfortunately, offer any more 'Why I Love Brian' fodder, but did show me 'Just Wait', an incredibly trippy, hilarious, and WEIRD movie he and his friends made when we were in high school. It was nice to catch up and just hang out with someone.

Just one more full day before I head on back to Baltimore. Brandon is driving me to the bus station on Wednesday--thanks, Brandon! :)

But, on to the 'news' I was referring to...

I've started talking to my family about my future with John. This has been a little nerve-wracking, but as with all things, I'm usually blowing it out of proportion and it's fine when I just DO IT. But, for all you reading: I am very much in love with John, and I am certain of his complete commitment to me. So...we're ready to start working towards the big 'M'. EEEP! (Mom was surprisingly cool about this, with the caveat that we work towards it slowly and with jobs, which I completely intended.)

I love you all, and I'm really looking forward to sharing this journey with you!

Love,
A.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Art Post and a Survey, for fun. :P

Firstly, go here and see how silly I make Bess look, and how funny my idea to regress Lady Gaga is. :P I spent yesterday evening with the Ruzichs and Joey V., which sounds just about as awesome as it was. :D I love them.

Secondly, I'm going to do a pointless survey, because I haven't in a while, and I enjoy them. :)

Thirdly, John is in England right now! Everyone pray that he has a safe and happy trip! I miss him a lot. :/


If I were a month, I’d be November.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Thursday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 1:49 pm.
If I were a planet, I’d be Pluto.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Prion. (It's a sea bird.)
If I were a direction, I’d be East.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a chaise lounge.
If I were a liquid, I’d be milk.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be Serendibite. (LOOK IT UP.)
If I were a tree, I’d be a Pomegranate Tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a level.
If I were a flower, I’d be a calla lily.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a sunny, nearly cloudless day, or a nighttime summer thunderstorm.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a piano. (Or violin!)
If I were a color, I’d be cerulean. (Shout-out! :P)
If I were an emotion, I’d be affection.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a peach.
If I were a sound, I’d be laughter. (But not the annoying kind.)
If I were an element, I’d be fire (or steam--fire+water. I'm a cheater.). (Do they mean traditional elements or periodic table elements?)
If I were a car, I’d be a Honda CR-V. (I don't know why I'm so freaking drawn to this model, but I want one SO BADLY.)
If I were a food, I’d be EGG ROLLS. (No question!)
If I were a place, I’d be a window seat. Preferably near a fireplace.
If I were a material, I’d be silkaline.
If I were a taste, I’d taste like something refreshing, like lemon-water or a mint.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be simple black flats.
If I were a scent, I’d be roses.
If I were an animal, I’d be a fox. (They're so cute! :D)
If I were an object, I’d be a a bell.
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a joyful smile.)
If I were a song I'd be "The Hallelujah Chorus" (I love it, it just pumps me up.)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

THE LAST MIDTERM CRIT OF MY LIFE.

Katie posted pictures of our Oscar Party on her blog! Check it out.

Heading home tomorrow morning--packing and working tonight until John's rehearsal is over (at midnight. >:|), then SLEEP, because I have to get up early to catch le bus.

Had a great day--got up EARLY for my 6-9 AM shift, and got three solid, computer-less hours of work done before my midterm critique with Rebecca and Jamison Odone. I was mixed up with a whole bunch of new people, and saw some really great stuff! I went last (probably for the best with all of the pages I had to tack up), and heard some good feedback. I've bee told to do full color from the outset, but print in greyscale. AKA Time Suck. But I suppose it's for the best.

I got some good ideas as far as marketing myself, which is a good thing. (Phew.) I also got Jamison's email (I'm usually so good at talking to people, but his awesomeness made me into a bashful, stuttering MESS), so I'll be begging him for guidance at some point soon. :P

After the crit, I had lunch with John out in Cohen Plaza and watched other MICA students lounging out on the grass, in the sun. I watched one professor play with his adorable babies and WISHED I'd had my sketchbook so I could've drawn his adorably chubby baby son. :D Aw, bbs.

After lunch I had seminar, and I watched Jamison and three other artists present, and they were all very successful, which was encouraging. I got to work AND bond with some fellow illustrators in the senior studio after seminar, which was really refreshing, as I usually feel like I'm a completely separate entity from the department (sometimes I still did, even today).

Now I'm home, procrastinating both artwork and packing and waiting for John still.

Looking forward to heading home, but I'm not looking forward to being without John for a week. Boo. :/

Love,

A.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Why I Love Brian, Part Twenty-Two

Brian

i like to dream of a world where i'm zac efron


I'm heading home Friday for Spring Break, Rheanna's Bridal Shower, and Brian's Birthday! (Although I'm a dummy who scheduled my return bus trip on the day. Idiot.) Maybe I'll see some of you there? John is also a butt who is going to England without me. (But he's going to have a great time visiting his friends and he'll be bringing be back a LOT of chocolate. :D)


Love,

-A.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Oscar Night!

Well, admittedly the Oscars weren't at their most thrilling in 2010. But I did pretty well a far as my picks for the winners--fourteen correct out of 24 categories, including Best Picture, and both Supporting actors, and second in my fourteen-person Oscar pool!

Katie and Colin were very gracious to host the Oscar party (since only Robin and I--and eventually John--attended), and Katie (adorable thing that she is) made delicious Oscar-themed food with adorably punny names:

-A Serious Man-wiches (pulled pork finger sandwiches on rolls)
-A Single Man-go Salsa
-Pretzels: based on the novel "Push" by Sapphire (LOL) (and chocolate covered! :D)
-Inglourious Bon-Bons (these AMAZING chocolate cookie/vanilla ice cream bonbons dipped in chocolate.)
-The Hurt Guacker

Am I missing an Avatar-themed one? (Oh well--I'm so glad they got everything they DESERVED--visual effects and the like, not to mention a nice ex-wife burn from Kathryn to James.)

A cool fun-fact--the winning short subject documentary, Music by Prudence, was co-produced by Patrick Wright, the chair of the MICA film/video department, and, Errol, the guy who shot Good Thing (the play I stage-managed sophomore year) and showed up randomly at my birthday party in 2009 (or was it 2008?) shot some of the footage, which makes him the youngest cinematographer to shoot an Oscar-winning film in history! Pretty cool (although he's a little creepy)! Check it out here.

Did you watch? Did you enter an Oscar pool? How did you guys do?

Love,

-A.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Bullshit. Just saying.

Brian

I had a professor call me a racist

3:23amAlyssa

OH JESUS

why?

3:23amBrian

because i wanted to talk about reverse discrimination


Higher-level education, everyone. Pathetic.



ETA:

3:24amBrian

I used Standpoint Theory to explain that working class white males are the least powerful group of people in the US

3:25amAlyssa

(aside, i wrote these about my experience in a multiracial church:http://impressivelyaverage16.blogspot.com/2010/02/valentines-day-and-few-churchycultural.html)

(http://impressivelyaverage16.blogspot.com/2010/02/race-relations-in-religious-and.html)

you might find them interesting

and what did your professor say

actually

explain the standpoint theory first

3:26amBrian

standpoint theory is the basis that the "microphone" should belong to the least privaledged members of society

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Standpoint_theory

3:28amBrian

so, her argument is that i was racist and rediculous AND illogical for thinking that whites arent more advantaged than blacks and hispanics (Mind you, I was talking about Jewish/Christian relations)

And she kept hammering me for being stuck up and snobby or something

3:29amAlyssa

that's retarded

3:29amBrian

and i got fed up and shouted back, "You're the racist"

And she said "How do you suppose that?"

3:31amBrian

To which I responded, "You say 'African American' To do this, you presume that A: people of color are all african in descent, and B: they are also American. In fact, people of color come from Oceania, the Middle East, South America, the Carribean, the Pacific Islands, Micronesia, and South Asia to name a few places. You'd also be suprised to know that many people of color are citizens of places such as England, France, Germany, India, Australia, and Russia. Name another coutry, I'm sure black people inhabit that nation."

3:31amAlyssa

SERIOUSLY

yeah, read my entries

i say the same thing

3:32amBrian

"Hence, by this argument, you're racist. By callign me a racist and being a racist yourself, your hipocracy destroys your credibility and thus you must yield in this argument if, in fact, we're following an academic debate style. How do you respond, professor?"

She was floored.

Brian

then

before she could respond i said, "Without gross example, let me ask this class something."

"What does everyone feel when I say 'Cracker' or 'Ghost' or 'Faggot?'"

People dont really respond

Then I said, "How about Nigger?"

3:34amBrian

and everyone freezes. Then I respond, "All of these are terms of hate. Pejorative words used to describe a race or a creed or sexuality. Why doesn't one have the same feeling as the other? This alone proves that more academic study needs to be done in regards to discrimination and reverse-racism"

The best part, theres two hispanic girls in class and the one girl said, "He's right. He's absolutely right. Cracker is just as nasty as Spick."

Alyssa

good for you!

3:35amBrian

And i leaned back. Silence. then changed the subject

Brian

Professor confronts me after class, "Pull that again, and I'll kick you from class." I say, "For what? Opinion? My race? Please do because I'll make sure to stop by the Chair's office to explain how my race makes me unable to express my opinion. Maybe I'll stop by the General Counsels office too."

Then she left.

Hahahahahaha!

Im gonna fail her class so bad


This is offensive to me. That a professor who is supposed to be a leader would be so callous, unprofessional (calling her student a racist, really?), and not to mention power-tripping the hell out of the situation to shut Brian (John's best friend) up. I am SO proud of Brian for standing up for himself. He did the right thing and he represents the correct ideas. We need more people to be thinking this way and spreading that knowledge.


-A.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

The Sads. :(




















Look here for a pick-me-up. And HERE especially.

"But she won't discover that it's him 'til Chapter Three..."

My sister and I had a way-too-long conversation about our Top 5 animated Disney films.

Mine:

1. Beauty and the Beast (Just a classic--not to mention it's particular connection to John's and my relationship. Plus, I'm Belle.)
2. Sleeping Beauty (A close second--the way the characters are drawn is stunning. They move like HUMANS. REAL HUMANS. It's subtle and stylized at the same time, and you should watch it again if you thought it was boring.)
3. The Lion King (Great soundtrack and awesome Shakespeare adaptation, not to mention)
4. The Little Mermaid (The first movie I remember crying at--I was so sad that Ariel had to leave her dad. Fabulous characters and songs!)
5. Pocahontas/Mulan (I have to tie these--I had a 2-year long Pocahontas phase in elementary school, not to mention that 'Savages' is an amazing song. However, so is 'Be A Man'. Decisions, decisions.)

Lauren's:

1. The Lion King (She is obsessed with jungle cats. I'm not sure if this obsession is because of the film or if the big cats are why she loves it.)
2.-5. (in no particular order) The Little Mermaid, Pocahontas, Mulan, Aladdin. (She couldn't decide. :P)

Honorable Mentions:

The Hunchback of Notre Dame (So freaking DARK for a Disney movie, but that made it rich and awesome. Not to mention the contrast of the song 'Heaven's Light/Hellfire'. I've written about it here before.)

Cinderella (Who doesn't love watching that amazing transformation from rags to riches, courtesy of a simple 'Bibbidi Bobbidi Boo'?)

I actually mentioned awhile ago that I would write a little analysis of a selection of Disney Princes. Obviously I never did, but I had some time to waste in class and if I can procrastinate, I will. So, here we go.

Narrowing down a list:

The Beast (Doy.)
Prince Phillip (of Sleeping Beauty)
Prince Eric (of The Little Mermaid)
Prince/Charming (Snow White/Cinderella--Snow White's 'Prince', and Cinderella's 'Prince Charming')

@@@

Prince/Charming is the earliest incarnation of any Princely character in Disney's milieu. Snow White's Prince had a little more personality than Cinderella's Charming (who spoke, what, four lines?) and it's no surprise that these princes occurred at the earliest point in the princess/fairy tale timeline.

At this point, the Prince doesn't represent a person, but an archetype or reward. He is passive. (Cinderella's prince doesn't even look for her himself!) He signifies when we can all sit back and breathe a sigh of relief, because everything is Happily Ever After from here on in. All of the Princes are treated like this (save one, but we'll get there), but they soon develop personalities alongside their symbolism. This is just to indicate that the symbol of happiness and leaving trouble behind is was what the role of Prince was created for.*

(*There are plenty of feminist arguments one might make, but they're inane and irrelevant to the point of the movies, which is magic and entertainment, so pooh-pooh on them for being nitpicky killjoys. Go be upset about Twilight, an actual offender.)

After Cinderella (1950), the next Princess movie was Sleeping Beauty (1959--it took the whole nine years to complete!), which marked a significant change on the personality and livelihood of the Prince (but his role as the signifier of the Happily Ever After remains intact). Prince Phillip is flirtatious, charming, good-natured, headstrong (but agreeably so), and a bit of a rebel. We have a multi-faceted male lead here! Phillip has his own plot alongside Aurora's--he's lined up to be king, and betrothed to a girl he met once when he was four (a girl who has, for all intents and purposes, disappeared**)

(**I wonder how much Phillip/King Hubert knew about the plan to conceal Aurora--obviously not too much, but you'd expect them to know/suspect SOMETHING if they didn't think twice about not visiting even once in sixteen years.)

He's young and athletic and when he meets a gorgeous stranger in Briar Rose, he's obviously smitten--so much so that he completely overlooks the royal law that he must marry a princess. In fact, he's utterly blasé about it, citing that it's about time to progress past those stuffy hierarchical strictures. He's brave--he faces down Maleficent and her minions, not to mention the massive dragon she transforms into. He is persistent (in wooing Briar Rose and in hacking thorns apart to get to Aurora); he perseveres. He is the first model of an aggressive prince, which I mean in the most positive way. He fights for Rose/Aurora, which is the most obvious and basic example of true love and desire.

Prince Eric is similar to Phillip in that they're both 'modern' princes--Eric is chivalrous and has a good sense of humor, and he's the most casual of the Princes--although not as forward as Phillip. He plays the pretty typical 'clueless boy' role--he's completely enchanted by the mysterious maiden (AKA The Unattainable) that saved him from his shipwreck (who wouldn't be?), and is reluctant to get close to Ariel (AKA The Girl Next Door) because of it, although he feels quite affectionately for her.

Never mind that the maiden and Ariel are one and the same. This is meant to illustrate that Eric is initially immature and flighty: he longs for a girl he doesn't know (one he's not even sure exists, for that matter), and it hampers his ability to grow in another healthier, relationship. Ursula is very aware of this: in her line of work, she's become well-attuned to understanding the desires of humans/humanlike creatures. So, on the verge of Eric's mature moment (his decision to slough off his fantasies and reservations in favor of Ariel), Ursula attacks. She becomes Ariel's biggest threat--the mysterious maiden of Eric's dreams. She uses enchantment on Eric and not just herself, which is sort of cheating, but the metaphor is still present.

Eric has his moment as the 'dragon-slaying prince' when he impales Ursula with a shattered mast, but the most important part of coming together with Ariel is when Ursula's enchantment is lifted and he realizes that Ariel (still there, still willing to save him) is the person he can have an amazing relationship with--if he'd just let go of his baggage in the first place, he'd have gotten there sooner!

Now, on to my favorite: The Beast is a mighty contrast to the other princes. He is mature, complex, dark, and angry. Violent, even.*** He knows and understands pain and loss, even as a lofty prince. In fact, his snobbery is what caused his downfall. At the outset, he is lonely, vicious, and threatening; he's borderline feral after spending ten years in virtual solitude. He is hell-bent on making every stranger he meets just as miserable as he is, thus his imprisonment of the already-fragile Maurice.

(***The Beast is NOT an abusive boyfriend, and Belle is not a battered woman. Seriously, people.)

He is offered a glimpse of something completely foreign to him when Belle WILLINGLY shoulders the misery meant for Maurice. The Beast can't imagine taking on this sort of pain by choice, and he is immensely confused by Belle (and attracted to her 'unparalleled' beauty, of course). His confusion must not be helped by the fact that he was apparently ten when he was changed (according to the Beauty and the Beast timeline)--he's never SEEN or SPOKEN to a woman since before puberty (not counting Mrs. Potts, The Wardrobe, or Babette/Fifi****)!

(****John had a very interesting (tangential) question: Even if they are masculine/feminine, do the objects HAVE gender/sex drives? Or do they just remember being human/having sexual urges? "They have no glands!")

Belle is nothing like the women (like the PEOPLE) he encountered before his transformation--his own mother spoiled him, and his servants catered to him unconditionally. Belle is stubborn and angry all on her own towards the Beast, and since he is very accustomed to getting his way all the time, he's caught completely off guard by Belle's defiance.

Despite the Beast's spoiled and hot tempered instincts, he isn't heartless. Quite the opposite--he is sensitive and intensely depressed and frustrated. He simply doesn't know better, at least not at first. It is telling that the Beast goes out after Belle after his rage over her imposition in the West Wing (sorry, but I have to go with the Beast here, temper or no). It's hard to tell--is this a survival instinct? Belle is the only chance he's ever had--he's not about to let her go. So, he shows an amazing amount of bravery and fights the wolves off of Belle. Later, in a more symbolic--rather than deliberate--physical sacrifice, the Beast is stabbed by Gaston right as Belle has returned to the Beast.

"But wait," you say. "All of the Princes (post-Cinderella) fought for the Princesses--what are some wolves or the human Gaston against Maleficent-Dragon or Giant-Ursula? What makes the Beast so special?" Great question--I'll answer this in a few moments.

Belle realizes this sacrifice and graciously and gratefully returns to tend to Beast's wounds. The ice is broken, and the Beast knows companionship for the first time in a decade. This accelerates his return to the unBeastly side, and he becomes compassionate, thoughtful, and generous (even if his table manners still suffer a bit). The Beast comes the farthest and makes the most dramatic change in personality and thought process because of the power of love.

Time to answer my initial question: "What makes the Beast so special?" This comes in two parts that are closely related.

Firstly, the Beast is special because he gets wounded. No other prince is ever physically incapacitated by an enemy in favor of the princess (and it doesn't come close to happening again until Pocahontas! Although Smith isn't a prince). I don't think this was an accident; I think this was a particular character choice.

And secondly--now, this is the most important part, so pay attention--

Sacrifice. This is essential to the character of the Beast, and it is what sets him apart from all of the other princes EVER conceived by Disney (although Quasimodo comes close!). The Beast experiences the most joyful, wonderful, lovely thing that he ever has with Belle, and at the peak of his joy--the ballroom scene--when he is on the verge of proposing, his newly acquired thoughtfulness reveals Belle's feelings about being away from her father, her only family.

The Beast understands Belle's feelings for her father all-too-well--Belle is Beast's only family, and the thought of how Belle must be feeling is so real to his newly empathetic self--he now knows how much it would pain him to lose Belle. So, he does something unbelievable--he knowingly and willingly sacrifices his proximity to the only person he has ever loved, who brought him back from a near-feral state, in favor of HER feelings and needs. It's astounding and beautiful and it is another level of love that Disney had never plumbed. Phillip and Eric both fought for Aurora and Ariel, and that is admirable, but it takes an awesome, all-encompassing love to let someone go--to selflessly endure the pain of loss for someone else's gain. The Beast is a fabulous example of this, which makes him the most powerful example of love and, frankly, a powerful example of a good man. And, after a suicidal interlude and a battle with the villain, he is rewarded with Belle's love in the end for his patience, which is what a Disney movie is made of!

So, now that I've pretty much revealed my total nerdness, talk amongst yourselves.

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A hilarious aside, courtesy of my sister and her 'green' roommate:

Lauren

and she was like 'well can't you just put it in the little blue bin'

and i said. 'no i dont believe recycling makes a huge difference'

and she told me she was sad for me and that i was making the earth cough

haahhahahhahaha